♥Be strong for me. Be strong for everyone that'd rather not wake up the next time they fell asleep.♥ I see the love in your eyes.♥

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ma ..
Im sorry im not the best son , I hurt everyone in the worst way . I hurt you because i pushed you away . Just like everyone else . And I only talked to you about my problems . It's was always about me . I never asked you about your feelings with dad or even Mike . Because he was a big part of my life too . But I don't act like it , it was my fault that you guys didn't work out . If I was never born no friction in your relationship would have been caused . He might even still be alive .. I'm convinced that my daughter doesn't deserve me . She deserves way better . And so does her mom . Because I'm the worst father , boyfriend , friend , son , nephew that could ever be alive . I don't deserve you , ma . I really d-don't .
 

 

 

 
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Dad ..
#ripdad
well , I know your up there ... In the sky . In heaven . Sometimes , when I hold my daughter ... I can feel your warm presence in the room .
Be her angel when I'm gone okay ? Keep her safe will ya ?
I never never gave you the credit you deserved .. You made my mama happy & I ripped it all away . You never wanted a child , but here I was . You were scared . And dad ..? Now I'm scared . Because , life has never been this hard . And I need you now more than ever .. I put this happy smile on for everyone & they never question it . I can't fight this feeling anymore . I'm sorry that I still haven't made you proud . But I'm working on it .. I will ... I promise . You were gone from my life before I was even fully developed .
 
Created in the Polyvore iPhone app. http://www.polyvore.com/iPhone

so huuuur it is .
like ... ? don ' t like ..

SOTD ; ke$ha - the harold song
 
my grandma is getting on my nerves .
Always calling me talking bout its a dog on her damn roof .
Like ... Stfuup grannie . Its no damn dawg .
Lmfaooo , pm me ?
Im bored .

@lovehanggg-xoh
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
@wontyousaveme-xo
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

saved the best for last ..
- @uniqueoverloadanons
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
- tyler
 

- dionte
 

- lonnie
 

 

 

 

 

 

- hang
 

- natalie
 

- leighyaah
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
enjoy your day , guys .

my pretty biitch # 1 - @uniqueoverloadanons
guess whaaaaaaaat ?
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

my prom / dance thing that ' s like a prom is on the 31st ! EPPPPPP !
its gonna end at 11 pm . so everyone is gonna go to ihop after . xD
 
ITS GONNA BE AWESOOOOOOME !
anways -.-
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i luuuuh dem strippahs ,
 

 

lol , brb i gotta go walk ze dog . then im taking a shower & then im riding a elephant .
 

 

 

 

like shit .
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
THOUGHT IT WAS !
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

did i just see a spider ?
 

 

 

 
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#DEAD

yoooo , in hungry ._.
lmfaoo and my elbow itch .
 

 
anyways .
 

 

 
happy early first mother 's day - @lovehanggg-xoh
 

 

 

 
I knew tomorrow I wasn ' t gonn ' feel like doing it , A nigga is lazy .
 

 

 

 
anyways ,
 

 

there 's more to come ^-^
 

 

 

 

enjoy your gifts , babe .
 

 

 

 

^-^
 

 

 

 

im playing xbox with my mom .
 

 

 

 

she sucks !
 

 

 

 
somebody gimme chicken !
 

 

 

 
oh ... oh ... oh !
 

 

 

byee .
 

lmfaooo , anyways .
 

My new friends in the inbox ;
@out-of-c-o-n-t-r-o-l
@prettyremarkable
@w-e-s-t-s-i-d-e-s-t-o-r-y
@teamcookiemonster
 

 

rest in the comments .

would you believe me if i said i ' m in loveeeee ?
lmfaoo , hell naah .
cause i ainn got no nigga .
lol , pm me ?
i need new friends !
old tags in thee comments .
gonna get a new one some time this weekend .
anyways , don ' t save my pictures .
thaaanks ..

niggas is wild !
i was in class when i searched that up on urban dictionary & that 's what i got .
put it on instagram too .
anyways .
WHO WANTS TO KIK ?
add me ; @yooo_la
anyways , im outtie .

soooo much friction on our account .
like ..i can ' t with life right now .
so , mia [ the light skinned white biiitch that normally wear glasses ] & and I aren ' t really cool anymore . I mean we are .. but sometimes all she thinks about is niggas , like I can ' t with those type of females . and I love this girl to death but there is a point to where you go & send naked pictures to a nigga that you knew never loved you . then for that nigga to go & kik those pictures out and you don ' t even give 2 fuucks . its breaking me .
tynetta & mia have never been cool .
its always been me , tynetta , & this other girl shania .
we ' ve been like the three peas in a pod since 7 th grade . but i ' ve known shania since 2nd. and now .. me and shania like these same two boys . shawn & elijah . and like both of us are always going back to tynetta and telling her shiit like , " oh yeah , shawn said this to me . " and this that & the third . so tynetta is feeling like she 's in the middle of our issues . so here i am like .. okay fine . im not about to let no nigga get between me and my suppose to be best friend and if I truly give a fuuck about this friendship then ima let this nigga go . but he ' s making it so hard . like ... he ' ll touch my chin & be like " hey sexy . " and then i start smiling and then here comes shania and this h0e starts talking to him and shawn ' ll get distracted . but yeah ... whatever . im over it .
noooooow , so . at my school .
there are more gays , bi ' s , and whatever more than straight people .
and fortunately im apart of that population .
i can ' t say anything for any body else ? but im proud of who i am . i don ' t care who got shiit to say about it . so anyways .
the point of this part is that so So , we ' re in the car passing a bus stop .
2 guys are sitting there kissing my dad is like " Eww , I dont see how people can like the same sex . that ' s just trifflin . and im just staring at my dad . and I said , " that ' s how you feel about same sex marriage ? " and my dad told me his opinion . like , its a sin to be anything other than straight . if your a girl . you date guys . if your a guy , you date girls . anything else ? your going straight to hell ! so ofcourse , i was feeling really upset . because and I swear on everything , I look up to my dad . so having your support system ... say those type of things . I was crushed . Even If my dad felt like That , That's Not Right That you stop Loving your Child Because She or she Craves For The Same Sex . and ... i don ' t care what anyone says .
SO SUCK MY PENIS !
And I can't change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
I can't change
Even if I try
Even if I wanted to
My love
My love
My love
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
. -
 

yeah ..
 
and like ....
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
yeah .
 
ohh maaah gawsh . im fake as snot though .
cause me , shania & this boy that we went to elementary school with named Derek & shawn are going to gallary place this weekend >.<
lmfaooo , don ' t judge me .